— It’s here, the day that we thought would never come, the day our imaginary marriage ends. Time passes so fast, although we are both so busy with our schedules, but we did so many events and shared many memories together. Moving in to our new home, enjoying the birthday feast you prepared for me which was as delicious as today’s meal. I celebrated your birthday as well, confessing in the middle of the road. It was really blissful at that moment. The most memorable moment in our imaginary marriage was driving in Hawaii with no camera crews, only us alone. I can never forget the feeling of freedom shared with you. I feel really apologetic to the fact that you always brace your courage to show me your love, but because of my shyness I can’t bring myself to be proactive and make the first move. Actually my heart don’t mean to avoid you, it’s just that I didn’t portray my feelings well. For that i’m feeling regretful. Although this isn’t a real marriage, but I have no idea what to say or what to do now that we are ending this relationship. I still have a lot more to do for you, a lot more to say to you. Thankfully its the warm spring now, I don’t like the ‘you’ often having cold hands and feet because of not having enough rest. Who would cook for me in the future? Who would clean my mouth when I dirty myself in the future? Who would cheer on for me in the future? Beautiful and kind Sunhwa, I really thank you. As a man, i’m sorry oppa didn’t show you the handsome side of myself, but at least there was no lies in the time spent with each other. Always live on with happiness. I will be behind supporting you. Lastly I wanna say… I like you… a lot… Sunhwa’s husband, Kwanghee. |